What if Black Reaper was the ultimate personality?

 Well, here we go again, what would have happened if Black Reaper was the definitive personality, although everything would start when Kaneki and dying of pain see him ask for help from Touka and Yoshimura and they give him meat and that's when Kaneki accepts that his life She will never be the same again she left forever and eats the meat, she simply knows that she cannot change. Nothing so he has nothing left to accept, the next day he almost killed Nishiki because he tried to eat Hide, but since he ate meat that he ate the day before, he is not hungry and does not try to kill Hide so he only takes him to the hospital, And the next day he arrives at Anteiku, but not to look for work, but to ask about the price of food, while the city comes the pigeons and they kill Hinamí's mother, although he is interested in this, he gets very angry and then Kaneki listens what happened and it makes him want to kill the investigators. Does anyone know how to continue this fanfic? I do not